Relax and breathe like breath mints or clouds or ocean breeze.  Although you should’ve listened and done this earlier like a good girl, like a good girl would have.  If only.  That’s strange.  Maybe it isn’t working. Hm. Mop the floor, two loads of laundry oh wow let’s take a walk the trees the buds are so delightful so bold against the sky I look and see so far beyond the trees and it is as though, as if, I am looking at a different place a different state I am not here I am somewhere else and this is just so lovely and wonderful I love everything!  And all of a sudden there’s more energy than elephants that swallowed up too much rain with sugar swimming inside it.  But then she calls and I try to speak I cannot and she tells me to quit using such a very small voice would I.  Stop talking in that voice.